cookie monster

hai hai everybody.. hayah. mw ngjain tgs tp mls bgt, jd isi blog dulu aaahhh.. iya, kan kmrn gw k GA cari impraboard buat skema bahan gw nti. trus pas lagi cari2 ada tokoh2 kartun dari semen putih gitu, yg tgl diwarnain. nahh..jiwa anak2nya kluar deh. pengen beli gw. alhasil dibeli lah, niatny nti diwarnain bdua ayangku. bhubung kmrn smp rmh mlm krn abis ntn defiance (review : based on true story, bagus filmny) jadinya hari ini deh bru diwarnain. gw c sng2 aj sma hal2 yg berbau fun. dan mnurut gw hal2 yg dilakuin anak kecil itu fun, termasuk mewarnai. hehehee.. seru deh ngwarnain bdua. walaupun hasilnya agak2 blepetan. lumayan d buat ngilangin stress sejenak. ni pic-nya..

kaya' anak kcil bgt kan ngwarnain gituan. ya emang c itu ditujukan buat anak kcil. tapi biarlah, yg pnting gw seneng. hehehee.. cookienya jg warna warni, looks delicious. jd pgn bli yg lain lagi. hohohoo.. :p

yasu, mw ngjain tgs dulu yee.. cu.

valentine's gift

when i wake up this morning, i found a plastic with a gift inside at side of my bed. for a glance i don't know what it is and i don't even think that is a valentine's gift. but i know it from ayangku. then i open it, and i found a red box with red roses and a paper inside. there is five ripped of paper. i read the first one, it says there's anoher four ripped of paper, i had to arrange one by one. every piece of paper contents a word, sentence, actually it is like a poem. yes it's a poem with a beautiful words. after i read all and i arrange one by one, i got a heart shape and there's a words "i love u". oooohhhh..so sweet right? heheheh. yup, i just want to say to ayangku, i'm so sorry for all the bad things i've done, and thank u for all that u gave to me. from the first we met, until today. and i hope it will be lasting love for us. love u ay.. mmmmuach mmmuach mmmmuuuaach..

i capture that gift, and here it is..

ada yang salah ??

hoaaahhh.. lega sejenak abis evaluasi 3. kmrn bnr2 menegangkan. halah. yahhh biasa deh, hari yang berat. diawali pagi yang ribet ga karuan plus emosi, trus deg2an smp sakit perut, ngantuk bgt, lemes, da brasa mw pingsan nunggu giliran evaluasi kmrn. tapi alhamdulillah..lancar2 aja. hari ini gw ktmpt maket buat liat progress maket gw. tempatnya di cibubur, otomatis gw mending pulang lewat tol JOR donk yaa.. mulai bayarnya yg pas deket2 taman mini situ kan, yg mw kluar cijantung. ni sbnrnya udah dibahas dari pertama kali gw lewat situ, cm bru kpikiran aja buat nulis di blog. here it is..

nah..menurut lo smua, ada yg aneh ga dari gbr ini? hehehehehh.. prasaan ya, dimana2, klo di gerbang tol tulisannya "bayar di gardu depan" bukan? tapi yg ini ko "bayar tol di gardu belakang" ?? subjective bgt yg bikin. ko diliat dari sudut pandang yg jaga yah. ada2 aja kan. ini hanya terjadi di indonesia. hahahaaaa.. udah gitu jalan yg mw naik jembatan menuju jor-nya udah retak2 gitu. mungkin dalam beberapa tahun lagi udah ambrol klo ga dibtulin. mana td ada container mogok pas di atas jembatan. alhasil macet aja gitu. gmn ga, yg mogok container, yg mw lewat di blakangnya jg container. jalannya seuprit pula. yasudah, terjadilah kemacetan. jakarta makin macet parahhhh.. dimana2 mct euy. enaknya tinggal dmn yaaaa....??

curhat session

feels like nobody can understand me. huffff.. and it feels so tired in this condition. sidang gw 3 minggu lagi, dan kerjaan gw msh byk bgt. yup, like arkarna's song, so little time too much to do. brasa bgt lg masa2 sulit, dan ga byk yg ngbantu jg. ga kbayang ap jadinya nanti. udah saat2 t'akhir gini adaaaa aj sesuatu yg bwt gw bad mood. dari segala penjuru dunia. halah. gw ga mw sbnrnya ky gni, gw hrs ttp smangat dan lanjutin. tapiii... prasaan dan pikiran ga bs diboongin yah. bt y bt ajah. bt bt aaahh. mw dipaksain ngjain jg ga bs. waktu gw tgl 6 hari menuju evaluasi 3. pdhl porto blom, paper blm, kdu blm, perspektif, skema bahan, materi buat presentasi, aaaaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhhh....

i hate this part of life.

there's a song said that "don't u worry 'bout a thing.." pgn bgt bisa ky gitu. but now, i'm worry 'bout anything. bs ga ya, ga pake ngrasain lewatin evaluasi atau sidang. langsung aja gitu wisuda. hahah. so impossible. tau ahh. stressss. i just wanna fun fun fun fun fun, right now.